Peering out of the darkness waiting in the shadows
I feel its presence, hatred and horror
Hair on end ears are ringing
Only moments away from horrific things
Breathing elevates sight becomes narrowed
Painful torture is taking over
Perspiring stench takes over the room
Hearing every little noise near and far
I did it again after promising to stop
She no longer listens she has had enough
Things are not as easy as they seem
Just saying I won’t is so fucking lame
What was it in me that made me begin
Living with the craving from within
To think that a substance can control who I am
No way not me is what I want to say
In life there are things we want to change
Oh Lord please take this out of me
I blame only me for my shortcomings in life
The best part of me is my wife
She protects, nurtures and loves me for me
She hates what I do but not who I am
Love has kept my heart going on
For without her I know I would be gone
Saying thank you is not enough
I fall to my knees pray and look up
Feeling the freedom is yet to come
In my heart I know she is the one
God has put her in my life
She is My Angel, she is my wife
Beautiful
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